What The World Needs Now Is Lau Sweet Lau

can i just say.

michael jackson is dead.

and my heart is broken. i love him.

i remember the time we used to gyrate to his music including that one time nung first year high school during IPS class, hehehe. hi lexi. then we played “give in to me” in one of our many band gigs.  remember? (i couldnt sing “quench my desire” without flinching, hahaha… maski yung word na “libog” in this other song  we had “paikot-ikot na pagguhit ng bilog” hindi ko masabi, such a prude! but of course i digress)

then i had that near-obsession with the dangerous album, then of course i had the HIStory album… which i played non-stop.

then i was obsessed with “i just can’t stop loving you” at one point.

then fast forward to last year lang ha, we danced i would say quite well to “working day and night” for christmas party, crammed in a few hours, taught by the great jojo a, the late (great) francis m (buhuhuhu all the peter pans are leaving!), and the still great michael v… my friends and i wanted to do “beat it” and “billie jean” but we had no more time to practice that, hahaha…

then just a few months back, i played the american idol jacko week recordings non-stop…

basta i have always loved michael jackson. if there is one artist whose entire discography i super love, and almost know by heart, sya na yun (except, maybe, the eheads… and the beatles… and sharon cuneta… ngek, ohwell, dami pala).

my sister and i have been immersing ourselves in all stuff mj, and all is good. sometimes i pretend anjan lang sya, just not that visible, i mean, he hasn’t released anything in a long, long time anyway, right? i’ve been hearing the songs are all back at the top of the charts, so yay to him. the biggest selling album of all time, still is. and ever will be. madagdagan nga. will go out and buy all his albums, wowie CDs na ngaun hindi na tape, haha! (CD though ang dangerous ko) original. to help paris and michael and blanket. hihihi!

i love you mj!!!!

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again, as is my wont, eto ulit ang isang kantang pwede kong idedicate sa mundo as a song to represent my so-called life in place of a proper blog…

Tired of injustice
Tired of the schemes
Kind of disgusted
So what does it mean
Kicking me down
I got to get up
As jacked as it sounds
The whole system sucks

Peek in the shadow
Come into the light
You tell me I’m wrong
Then you better prove you’re right
You’re sellin’ out souls but
I care about mine
I’ve got to get stronger
And I won’t give up the fight

With such confusions don’t it make you wanna scream
Your bash abusin’ victimize within the scheme

You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize

Somebody please have mercy
’cause I just can’t take it
Stop pressurin’ me
Just stop pressurin’ me
Stop pressurin’ me
Make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin’ me
Just stop pressurin’ me
Stop pressurin’ me
Make you just wanna scream

Tired of you tellin’ the story your way
It’s causin’ confusion
You think it’s okay

You keep changin’ the rules
While I keep playin’ the game
I can’t take it much longer
I think I might go insane

With such confusion don’t it make you wanna scream
Your bash abusin’ victimize within the scheme

You find your pleasure scandalizin’ every lie

Oh father, please have mercy ’cause I just can’t take it
Stop pressurin’ me
Just stop pressurin’ me
Stop pressurin’ me
Make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin’ me
Just stop pressurin’ me
Stop *? !@#!in with me

Make me wanna scream
With such collusions don�t it make you wanna scream
Your bash abusin’ victimize within the scheme

You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize

Oh brother please have mercy�cause I just can’t take it
Stop pressurin’ me just stop pressurin’ me
Stop pressurin’ me make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin’ me just stop pressurin’ me
Stop pressurin’ me make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin’ me just stop pressurin’ me
Stop pressurin’ me make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin’ me just stop pressurin’ me
Stop pressurin’ me make me wanna scream

michael and janet jackson. scream. bow.

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in other news. i did it! i now look at *** and feel nothing but derision, hehe. i just needed that one major push, and bygosh sya pa nag-provide nun. what an uberleche. pero im free of the bondage. hi lexi. hehehe!

in other news, zero charts. bow.

in other noews, i have money na ulit. mabayaran na nga lahat ng utang. hehehe…

in other news, bakla yun!

in other news, im gonna be maid of honor!!! whee!!! (main news not for me to give out)  hi bespren kiss kita, mwah.

in other news, my bestfriends who got married early last year are expecting, yehey!!! wow exciting! an exciting new chapter again of adulthood… wow i wanna grow up na rin!!!! hehehe joke, aay pero ayaw. kaso kelangan pano kasi those who refuse to, well, it seems, die…

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i love you mj and may you continue to heal the world with the spirit of your music.  you rock my world!