What The World Needs Now Is Lau Sweet Lau

aba sosyal nag-iba ang itsura ng friendster blogs! and to think i just reread things few days ago…
ganito ako kadepressed, that i just reread my whole blog. wala lang, to cheer myself up. sabi kasi nila, im refreshing and colorful, so i thought maybe reading into myself, at least into my old happy self, might give me a boost.

so. i realized.

im a very funny complex person nga talaga, gawsh. im so funny. naaliw talaga ako sa sarili ko. dun sa lauie na 3, 4 years younger… so full of hope and happiness and also, sometimes may poot but enmeshed with happiness. hehehe. makulay talaga. hehehe. interesting interesting. whereas i used to be a really funny personality before, ngayon parang hindi na mashado. i pale next to the old me, who shone.

have to get my spirit back!

and obviously kapag something is not right in my world saka lang ako nagbloblog (tsaka pag wishlist time). for instance, almost 1 year akong di nagblog prior to the last wishlist. pano kase, that was my year off. so relatively walang problema. kaya eto lage akong may blog, ibig sabihin, magulo.

at! ang tagal ko nang hindi nag-ten things, pala. the centrum thing, yun na ang closest siguro to that.

sige, sige. ten more random things about me, now.

1. still single, gorgeous and available. but this is not a singles ad. so don’t interpret it that way, yes im talking to you the eeeky yucky stalkers. nyeech, i couldn’t care less. ano lang, para lang alam ng mga friends ko at ng mga close ko kung ano naba talaga. pero basta, no matter what you hear, SINGLE ako. what my friendster status says goes.  yan ang totoo.

2. i have a feeling, it’s crazy and i know it’s irrational, but i feel as if there’s a universal conspiracy against me. murphy’s law umaatikabo. obviously. sunud sunod ang kamalasan na dumarating, hindi ko na malaman kung ano ang gagawin…sabi nga. and i replied back: PARTY HARDER!!!!! anyone who wants to aya me and get wasted silly text lang ako.  after next week when the world would actually start caving in on me, we dig a hole out and parteeeh

3. im such a loser, for example, i watched the eheads concert with my brother (gian), and as the whole world knows already, naputol ang concert dahil namo ely. wehehehe. doctor na hindi understanding. neway, see???? if i didnt go, siguro nabuo yung three sets na prinepare nila tugtugin. see #2. im so jinxed. have to  exorcise the negative juju.  what was it? what triggered it? sunud sunud talaga. was it a chain email/text i didnt send? a broken mirror? (though i dont remember breaking any as of late) a lola na di ko binigyan ng fita biscuit?whaaat??? or is the universe already giving me a shove, actually sobrang loud and clear na nung message ng universe, in denial lang talaga ako. this has got to stop.  happy pa ba ako? do i actually need this? do i need this unhappiness in my life for my growth????

4. i like shiny things. shining, shimmering, splendid things. my latest collection are these quaint vintagey shiny bejeweled clips and stuff for my hair, na sobrang cute pero sobra ring expensive. my spirit’s so dull now i have to be makintab physically tuloy

5. gusto ko ang dirty ice cream. cheese flavor lang at sugar cone.

6. favorite alcoholic drink: tequila. luma na to. who doesnt know about this yet?

7. i’ve started driving, nga pala. virgin who can’t drive!! (copyright alicia silverstone, clueless) well totoo pa ren yun kasi nga naka-ilang beses na rin akong bangga, and im a lot better now emotionally kasi kina-depressan ko kasi yan dati, ang aking apparent failure as a driver. pero when it comes to my driving skills, hmm… cars and lau don’t mix (i guess ive mentioned this many times in this blog, kahet nung di pa ako nagdadabble sa driving), pero now parang ok na. famous last words. sana hindi na maulit yung hindi na maulit. sana sana. my brother has provided me with good lifetime advice, when in doubt STOP daw. so i do. effective naman. (STOP DRIVING?no way). my car is named grey.

8. i have marimar/dyesebel hair now pala, for quite a while na. since feb 8. but c’mon, ive worn my hair this way already back in college so nothing new. to me and old friends at least. pero patok naman with others. hehehe. di ko alam when i’ll tire of it. kulot has already become me.  papatanggal ko rin to someday (i have a plan) have to have a press photo muna of my hair. eh wala pa. may naisip na ako na pose. hey KC!!! hehehe!!

9. best shawarma tasted ever: sa baguio! san nga ba yun sheila? bodiwharma? parang ganyan.

10. chocobananapeanut shake ng bora. miss ko na.

malapit na kasi akong magbirthday ehem ehem ehem (though beware the birthday bah-humbug scrooge in me!) at magchristmas at binoblog ko naman palagi ang wishes ko every year, so here i go again…
sabi ni julie andrews, when you’re feeling sad you simply remember your favorite things and then you don’t feel so bad. so parang ganito na rin yun.
yung centrum i want to be complete list ko, yun sana, kaso hirap naman fulfill yun. has to come from within me kaya.
so eto yung mga pwede. mweehehe.

so my monitomonita mommy santa for this year baka gusto mo tulungan… it’s that time of year again…

LAU’S CHRISTMAS WISH LIST 2008. Reruns from previous lists wala na rin kasi ako gano maisip

- a kick ass JACKET! (I always have a new jacket for Christmas every year, I get one for myself if nobody buys for me, hehe). Okay din ang trenchcoat-type jackets, i like them nowadays. Thankssomuch! can i just say, kase, “malamig ang pasko…” hahaha.. every year and forever na lang. pero i love jackets so ok lang.
- TEES: with (1) A PINEAPPLE IN FRONT, (2) A HEART. JUST ONE, (3) top na may “88″ sa harap, (4) HOOTERS tshirts because i like them
- G-TEC 0.4 na PURPLE… lexi ok sana yung purple na bingay mo saken kaso hiningi ni mama. neway the point is, gotta be gtec to complete the collection. hehehe
- puting bathrobe yung makapal and lush na type ok ok ok (sabi ng sister ko, “ede sumali ka sa PBB…” ohyouhavenoidea!! its the PLAN B!!!!)
- the bejeweled lil clips from girl shoppe or marcela, whatever, para princessy… mga 100+ nga lang yun each, but they really cheer me up when im down
- any jewelry na rose quartz (para magkalove daw) bracelet or something. actually pendant nga lang gusto ko kasi ang bigat ng rose quartz mashado. but anything will do. :-0
- mga scarf. alam mo naman ako pauso

Love, Lauie lau

AND I ALREADY WATCHED A VERY SPECIAL LOVE… NICE. (ganyan ako kadepressed im knowing my priorities and effingwhat should really be my priorities :-)  kaya eto let’s end with a song.

I never believed in love… I was deceived by love… I never had much luck with lovers before…

And I couldn’t compete… I seemed just part of the street… To be walked on by everyone but then

I found a very special love in you.. It’s a feeling that’s so totally new
Over and over, it’s burning inside
And I found a very special love in you.. And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I’m never gonna let go…

You’re not like the rest… I know you’re one of the best
You give more than you should and take nothing in return

Stay always with me… And I always will be
The one person that you can count on always to love you

And I found a very special love in you.. It’s a feeling that’s so totally new
Over and over, it’s burning inside
And I found a very special love in you.. And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I’m never gonna let go…

well i’ll try.

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